I feel as if I have fucked myself over so badly in terms of college. Late major change has made my class scheduling extremely rigid making it impossible to graduate on time because classes aren’t offered when I need them or only offered once a quarter or whatever. I don’t have the time to dabble in  psych elective classes to find an area of psychology that especially fascinates me. I don’t have time to do an internship plus fieldwork which I really want to do. I can’t do a senior project and internship at the same time. I feel like I can’t take a full extra year of school because my sister is starting college soon and my family doesn’t have the money. I don’t know if I should register priority for my classes next quarter or save the priority for my fifth year of college. I’m stressing out about where the hell I’ll be living next year. I’ve got research papers to write. I feel like every midterm I take I’ve failed it (even if I haven’t). My anxiety is building up. I am so glad I volunteered to help other psych majors practice counseling. Free therapy. Next week hopefully. I wish I had time for everything. I can’t even vent as long as I want to because I need to catch up on Philosophy homework.

@3 months ago with 1 note