Day dampener: Going to look at a house for next year for myself and my two future roomates/best friends from college. I’ve been texting my mom all week about what I should be looking for and any limitations and emailing her the listings we’ve liked most on craigslist. I get really excited that we have an appointment to see a house later I tell her and she leaves me an angry voicemail about how “theres only three of you, you dont need a house! why aren’t you looking at apartments???” and on and on and on. And its not so much the argument I have a problem with. Its the fact that i’ve been trying to keep her informed and have given her multiple opportunities to mention things like “NO HOUSES”. I mean I flat out asked her to give me limitations before looking. And now I’m going to a house appointment with my friends so we can look at a house that seems completely awesome that I KNOW my parents won’t agree to me living in. I hope my roommates hate it or that the lease starts too early for us to get the house, because I put all this together for apparently no reason.

I’m now going to watch Moulin Rouge while I study in attempts to make me feel better. Being in a downer/angry mood is most unproductive…I’d much rather think about how “Your Song” will be used in my wedding for my first dance being sung live by Ewan McGregor.

@4 months ago